Anti-depressants

Nobody needs to deal with that kind of shit, man. Eye get it, you felt better. But it's not about you. Amongst us, but fuck no. Eye just spent some time with some old Colorado friends that are ultimately California fucknuts. The most California of them is the least affected. Well, that's debatable but Eye totally dislike the idea of meds. Yes, some people are in need. But I'm currently SMH. People here joke that Eye should take my meds or go on meds. Um, no. If it's medical, fine. If it's your brain, think twice.

Back to the California people, Eye just visited them in Washington. Near Canada. Fun. Cool people. They have two kids and they're both fucked up yet "beautiful" in that sense of intelligence. The boy has ADHD and so my assumption is that he's drugged up because his mother was drugged up in HS back in the day. He seems okay. Eye wouldn't know, but he's okay. The daughter is maybe gay, but she's the coolest person I've met lately. She's not blind, but it took them some time to figure that out. She's not anything near blind and showed me her painting and her mother was like wow she showed you that? 

I'd do anything for that little girl. Eye guess she's 11?  Thick glasses and half blind. But she's cool. Already sent her a Day of the Dead card. New Mexico shit that she'll appreciate. They're not my family but they are. Odd how that works out.

There are great non med therapies for retraining a person on how they react. I went through CBT because my mental health was better served with therapy than drugs. I had allergic reactions to a dozen or more meds and couldn’t take it anymore.
Maybe your wife can find a cognitive therapy to help instead of meds...
Also I don’t think you’re completely selfish for wanting to have peace too...
I’ll tell you what tho, having a partner who supports you is really helpful. My hubs makes it easier for me. I shut down and get reclusive when my anxiety disorder picks up. It sucks.

My first marriage broke down because of a lack of communication. Also an undiagnosed menstrual issue called PMDD which cause insane mood swings during PMS...without understanding what was the issue.
It is better to be on the same page and not to resent each other. That shit will fester all on it’s own.
I wish you two the best of luck in finding a therapy that works for both of you.
I love love, and want every married couple to stay together forever in happiness, so I’m gonna root for you guys...

Thats really good to hear. Hubs and I’ve been together for almost 9 and went through a long distance relationship and so adjusting, but we both decided we love each other too much not to give it our all and to listen and communicate.

Be well, fren

Hey Mitch! I am pulling for you, my friend. See what can be done for your condition and don't hesitate to get help.

You are not alone, brother!