happy?

Be honest. Look into how you feel.


I should have put an "other" so feel free to do an other without checking one. 

I think I am leaning toward meteor strike. Do a Trump. After me, it doesn't matter anyway.

Happy isn't a static thing to me so I don't really know how to answer this. Sometimes I'm happy, sometimes Im not. Im not happy about the overall state of my life, but there are aspects I enjoy. So.. To answer, dunno.

I've been going through shit pretty hardcore between my relationship / band breakup/ stress with a bunch of other shit.

I think my wife & I finally found a decent therapist/counselor though. I've had days lately where I just feel like my life is in a complete tail spin because of some of our fights and issues with other people. I've cried on the way to work multiple times or yelled in anger at the sky basically just feeling pretty hopeless/upset with how things have been. I've never felt like i actually needed therapy this bad before, or even at all before.

Good news is I actually feel a cathartic release with this therapist talking shit out, and have seen progress in how we are handling each other / our lives. I drove to work happy today listening to some new music ideas and feeling excited about life even with this virus shit going on. It's going to be a journey though. We have to keep going and reinforcing the change.