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Dear gawd...let it go. Please. Dis tew much

Maybe. I dont know. I dont want to talk about him like he isnt here. lol 

Blue give me the meds rundown. And the amount of time on them. 

Suicide...homicide....psychosis. PTSD or Psych Med over-titration come to mind.  

Worked amazing for maybe a week and then i lost my mind. lol Couldnt sleep. Poop. Racing heart. And of course crazy amounts of paranoia and psychosis. 

I go to dark places on meds that effect the brain. I get similar relief from Tramadol but its nowhere near as terrible for my brain. 

I can take a fucking quarter of a 50 with 3 shots of espresso and im pain free for 12 hours. Its the one med i can take the longest. 

Yeah i have some experience with it as well. Pretty common side affect of pysch meds that adjust more than just the reuptake of serotonin. Especially drugs like Seroquel. I am not a fan in the least of psych meds that alter H1, D1, A1 receptors as well as the re-uptake of serotonin. There is a reason why doctors are so adamant about the blood work when taking that med. They are extremely toxic on the liver.  

Right there with you on the weed. lol L Theanine and GABA help. 

While I may be excessive when responding to the words and actions of political figures, I do not treat my fellow posters in the Politics Forum the way they treat each other.  Have you noticed? 

Im assuming you mean 10MG Vicodin. And yes lol absolutely Gabapentin is increasing the effects of the Vicodin and anything else you are taking. 

Obviously the alcohol mixing is a common no no. But most dont know that the Gabapentin is likely the bad guy in this situation. But both that and Vicodin shut down the GI and cause all sorts of other issues with your brain and thoughts. You are on fucking drugs and alcohol man. Erratic behavior and thought is gonna happen. 

Here is the good thing blue..you are willing to listen to us. We are calling you out on this and you are open to change and support. Thats cool. I have always wanted members here to rally around each other. No matter politics. Faith. Thought. Belief. Just Aloha mate. 

You should look in Ketamine injections. My buddy is level 10 pain all day every day. Doesnt want to take his life. Doesnt want to take 10 opiates a day. Had been just treating it with medical MJ but he was still miserable. I dont know much about it but i know guys with PTSD are getting great results. And guys with PTSD and pain? Its a savior. 

I just dont know shit about it. And im scared of things that are not grown out of the earth. I dont trust doctors. I dont trust big pharma. Obvioulsy so much good comes out of the medical and pill industry so i wont focus on the small amount of BS and throw it all out. But im more comfortable long term just using nature to heal me. 

LOL it threw me off as well. Im assuming he means the 10MGs? Probably norco. Little yellow fuckers.