So Cleared Hot

I need a heater for mine.  I have 2 Hot Water tanks, but I need the heat to last.  

LOL...Jeez.  I was looking at your tub.  I have the same exact one except it has jets.  I meant for the tub.  

After I get my deck rebuilt I plan to have an outdoor sauna built on it.  I like the idea of coming out of it and going into the snow.....lol

Lol... is just remember one of them saying that’s what she always wanted. Maybe one day if you’re curious, you’ll let me tell you about her. Westside Colorado Springs is wild.

Totally lol Is that the Cheyenne area? 

Im assuming you mean 10MG Vicodin. And yes lol absolutely Gabapentin is increasing the effects of the Vicodin and anything else you are taking. 

Obviously the alcohol mixing is a common no no. But most dont know that the Gabapentin is likely the bad guy in this situation. But both that and Vicodin shut down the GI and cause all sorts of other issues with your brain and thoughts. You are on fucking drugs and alcohol man. Erratic behavior and thought is gonna happen. 

Here is the good thing blue..you are willing to listen to us. We are calling you out on this and you are open to change and support. Thats cool. I have always wanted members here to rally around each other. No matter politics. Faith. Thought. Belief. Just Aloha mate. 

You should look in Ketamine injections. My buddy is level 10 pain all day every day. Doesnt want to take his life. Doesnt want to take 10 opiates a day. Had been just treating it with medical MJ but he was still miserable. I dont know much about it but i know guys with PTSD are getting great results. And guys with PTSD and pain? Its a savior. 

I just dont know shit about it. And im scared of things that are not grown out of the earth. I dont trust doctors. I dont trust big pharma. Obvioulsy so much good comes out of the medical and pill industry so i wont focus on the small amount of BS and throw it all out. But im more comfortable long term just using nature to heal me. 

Well ill start off by saying it bums me out you have to be going through this. That sounds like hell. 

Max daily is 3600MG of Gabapentin. Be careful you are right there. And its not exactly free of shitty side effects. 

I figured the Vicodin was likely 2 5's. The 325 makes me think its Norco. With your age and other substances like Alcohol i would probably look into asking your doctor to get the Ibuprofen version. 

Vodka and Hydro will kill your liver. Blue thanks for showing me what perseverance looks like. 

My brother just had a valve replaced in his heart. He said he was in a good amount of pain as well. So i understand. 

My pain is just a haunting. I dont fight it. I live with it. I embrace it. And do my best to love all through it. 

Im not surprised as you said she seemed to be doing very well. I think its a bad medication. lol Especially for people like she and i. Who are likely very similar. 

Tell her that. Tell her she is like a fucking superhero. lol 

Seriously i say this to everyone here who fights the good fight. You are not broken. You are courage. So many of us shouldnt be around. But we fight. I would like to do so going forward in the most loving way i can. And stop taking out my battle on others